I Pee'd on a Stick.

Three words: Very. Faint. Line. Yep, that's right. There were two lines one was just lighter than the other. I tested this morning, 12 dpo. I showed hubbs and he said he could see the line. Could I?!?! I'm out of tests but I will likely be making a detour past the pharmacy on my way home from the office.

On the other hand, hubbs had a point. Why waste the money when I could just wait until my follow up on Wednesday and see what my RE says. All bets are off if AF comes before then.

Oh so much up in the air!!!

8 dpo.

Well folks, (should I even say "folks" since I am pretty much writing to myself?) I'm 8 dpo. I find it eerily familiar that my last cycle was timed like this. PMS symptoms should be starting anyday now since I frankly don't feel like I got knocked up this time around. I have officially started the frequent grabbing of the boobs to check for soreness. Which, might I add, is both a PMS symptom and a pregnancy symptom so I'm probably grabbing myself for no reason. Perhaps I should give that job to the hubbs. At least he'll get some enjoyment from it. Ha.

Now the great internal debate is if I should pee on a stick this weekend, Sunday, 11dpo or if I should ride it out until my follow-up next Wednesday. Oh who am I kidding. I'll be at Walgreens first thing Saturday.

5dpo.

Time. goes. so. slow. on a two week wait. I'm only 5dpo and I'm already getting impatient. I don't feel any different than I normally do except for the random slight cramping that sometimes appears. I don't read too much into that because I experienced the exact same thing during my last BFN cycle. Time will tell. Last cycle AF came 11dpo, and since luteal phases are pretty standard, I would except her this coming Sunday. Frankly, I hoping that if this cycle is a bust I will at least not start until Monday or Tuesday because I'm not scheduled for my follow up until next Wednesday and I'm worried that will throw me off with planning our next cycle. I'm a nervous nelly.

Is anyone else out there on their TWW?